TFGA ~ thoughts

Jan. 10th, 2026 12:28 pm
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would love to work more on faerie glamour archives , but did reach point of scrape most of interesting stuff off glamourbomb-specific communities already . only way to make more complete would be to get everything , and lots of that end up ... um , irrelevant - there was so much cutesy glitterbomb and random acts of kindness to sort through . nice things also , but not in spirit that actually aim to highlight .

with nothing else to really pick up , that put work on kossai to make up and find more ideas . specifically , would like to think of things that could be : 
  • accessible hopefully regardless of age , solo and group options , etc
  • still possible / relatively easy to pull off , keep good balance of lower-level crafts and activities
  • not provide instruction for illegal activities for safety reasons ( though some already-archived may cross this line ... )
  • not just repeat what others already come up with , but in slightly different format
and ... well ... world is just so much more surveilled and restricted than 20 years ago . this is part of why include section for dress , which in self include things like " therian gear " . dress alone is not glamourbomb - and in addition to practical reasons , sometimes plain clothes enhance strangeness of activities - but that is one obvious way to influence perceptions and potentially get onlookers to wonder , in combination with more active glamourbomb . 

but all of that just make ideas ... well , hard . feel like most of work kossai can do on that site at this point is just , site stuff .

shezow ~ random little theory

Jan. 7th, 2026 02:44 pm
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shezap is toxic waste clone of shezow , specifically , guy hamdon incarnation of shezow . shezap often refer to self as shezow's dark side - which is fun stuff to play with - and in contrast to shezow's pink and white , dress in green and black . except ... no one notice this ? no one but shezow and shezap , who respectively comment looks kinda goth and yuck , pink about each other's outfits . everyone else just seem to see shezap as shezow exactly , as shezap can perfectly stand in for shezow , in both super form and civilian form .

so ... fun little theory , maybe this is not just cartoon logic at work . maybe only shezap and shezow can perceive truth of physical differences and shezap's real appearance as such , but everyone else just see ... shezow , but slightly off . people might comment that hair look slightly different , complexion look more sickly , but unless already know what to look for , will not see anything that stand out . easy enough to assume that maybe just catch shezow on bad day - not enough sleep , catch some kind of bug , whatever .

Notes on Doubt

Jan. 5th, 2026 08:35 pm
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(Crosspost from Tumblr)

I want to write a full thing on doubt and plurality another time, but seeing some posts around here has lit a fire under my tail to at least ramble about our experiences with it.

Long story short: we're at the point where we don't really experience doubt anymore, but it wasn't always like that. Over a decade in the making, by this point.

Read more... )

waaaah !

Jan. 5th, 2026 02:02 pm
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understand why neocities can not take video , of course ... but oh . such sadness . could put together so many wonderful shezow clip compilations for shrine . 

not to be cheesy - not like this show was ever totally perfect , and certainly did not have freedom to go too in depth regardless - but some moments genuinely make kind of teary . 

dream journal ~ yeah about right

Jan. 4th, 2026 11:18 pm
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dream start out with some weird , nonsensical star trek plot , kind of funny , kind of just weird . but then end up in this high school segment , have to traverse and lock down for safety against whatever alien threat . kossai end up with all of boys , but in that moment , feel pull of gender as maiden ... end up look around room to try and assess if this was even safe to mention , and awaken thoroughly in maiden gender . 

sad little princess think about this all day .

Groundhog World

Jan. 4th, 2026 02:00 pm
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For some reason my brain came up with an idea of a society that's stuck in a time loop. Like Bill Murray, from Groundhog Day. Except everyone remembers the day before, not just one person. But each day, everything is set to the exact state it was in on the day the time loop started.
And I mean, like, mass chaos at first, right?
Real purge shit. But like, it'd get old, yeah?
And so eventually everyone settles down and basically re-establish the social contract
And murdering and shit is just considered like, a total dick move.
Eventually, every single person on earth will have lived out every permutation of the same 24 hour period. Everyone would have literally done everything.
It would be extra fucked up if the time loop ended, and we had just a planet full of people who had lived millennia in a world with no consequences, suddenly snapping back to the "real" world
This weed is some good shit
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US Box Art

Mega Man: Dr. Wily's Revenge (Game Boy, 1991): A Mini Review

It's like Mega Man, but smaller.

Smaller 'cause it's on a Game Boy, but also smaller because it doesn't have as many levels as a typical Mega Man Game.

Starts almost as an adaptation of the original Mega Man, except only 4 robot masters are available to fight: Cut Man, Ice Man, Elec Man, and Fire Man. Get through their stage, defeat them, get their powers, and then it's on to Dr. Wily's fortress. Yep, just 4 normal stages! You do fight four robot masters from Mega Man 2--Heat Man, Quick Man, Flash Man and Bubble Man--but they're all in one of those teleporter rooms located at the end of one of the Wily stages.

Mixing robot masters from two games is kinda fun, and there are original levels, enemies, and other elements that don't show up in the home console versions, so kudos to the handheld version for having the ambition to add to the series, rather than just adapting it.

The smaller screen size means you have a tighter field of view than the NES versions, which may make this game even harder than the original Mega Man on NES.

I don't regret playing it, but I think my favorite part was at the end credits, where you get to see goofy portraits of all the robot masters go by. They look happy and silly for some reason! I haven't seen these portraits anywhere else, and I kinda love them.

I played it on the 3DS and tried to avoid using save states, but my willpower crumbled on the last two levels.

Worth checking out if you're a fan of Mega Man and Mega Man 2.

oops

Dec. 31st, 2025 05:42 pm
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need to not add more screenshots to shezow favourite screenshots page , but um ... well that is exactly what keep on happen . fictionheart activate <3

about 1 word micro-rpgs ...

Dec. 31st, 2025 01:17 pm
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in some way , think " 1 word micro-rpg " is misnomer of at least what kossai do , but really others as well , because title and description both set up expectations in addition to actual game file , and graphic design can reflect tone as well .

but nothing is really as snappy as 1 word , because , well , that is what PDF always contain ! will get title page and credit blurb , sure , but actual body of text is just 1 word . this put in kind of funny position where meat of game is ... all of other elements , actually . 

anyway , new 1 word micro rpg is up ... this actually go through several iterations . spoilers for game below cut .

curiosity

Dec. 30th, 2025 04:06 pm
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do wonder about commonality of phantom organ sensations in particular . never really feel organs in same way as external bodily parts , but still subconsciously know sensations of weight and position , where even little differences can be internally detectable and lead to weird cascade of effects . 

do sometimes get pain at actual incision sites , but never entirely sure if scar tissue , phantom pain , or mix of both . but swear also sometimes feel like actual phantom part is still there , even though was never consciously aware of how presence feel . shit is weird , that is for sure . 

Help my metamour find housing

Dec. 30th, 2025 04:15 pm
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Hey y'all. Sorry to end the year on a downer, but my metamour needs some help. She was kicked out this morning from the place she's been living up in VT, and now has to find housing and a job back in her home state of Massachusetts. We've got a few people trying to help find her a place to land, but we need to raise money to help tide her over while she gets her feet back under her.

Here's the tumblr post with more details (https://in-mutual-weirdness.tumblr.com/post/804391972631724032/help-my-metamour-find-housing)
And here's the GFM if you have the means to donate. (https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-emily-find-a-safe-place-to-stay)

Stay tuned for more of my usual fare in the new year. Best wishes and thank you all for reading me in 2025.

ponder ...

Dec. 30th, 2025 01:33 am
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like to keep files pretty well organise . there is one area that consistently struggle in , however : spirituality , magic , and religion .

for some reason , just can not keep any one solution in place for very long before another one sprout up ... and then another ... and another . by this point , definitely have 3 to 5 slightly different permutations of some things . on one hand , that is really neat way to see how thoughts change over time . on other hand , this is pretty useless to look through without some specific organisation scheme .

to get any use out of these random assemblies , kossai have to ... guess what ? make another organisation scheme . and that too will fall out of use , and therefore become part of cycle ... bah !!! 
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